Zoot wrote:The main thing for me, however, is that Yak isn't around very much. That's why I joined in the first palce (it was like an interactive "Nature of the Beast"), but he isn't around as much as he was. In addition, when this board started, he was full of enthusiasm for what was ahead and the re-birth of Llamasoft, but it has probably been sucked out of him now by all the shit that has gone on.
Still, I like the place. If I need an answer to a question, this is still the place that I come to first and, almost without exception, I get one or more bloody good answers within a few hours.
Finally, I have made a few really good friends on here. That's priceless.
Agreed. Why did the Llamasoft forum appeal, back in '02? Because I'm a boomer 'I was there' guy right from the early 80s, with Llamasoft titles being amongst the best games of the day for the machines I owned, and Jeff being a 'character' - that is, a person
with character - who wrote newsletters and made awesome games and produced a video I bought on sight at a computer show from the man himself and still watch once in a while today. So a forum populated by people like me and frequented by that guy was irresistable.
Today there are fewer people like me here, and more people who like to talk about crisps and the way gay men are unrepresented in society. Neither of which I have a problem with, but equally neither of which I have much of an interest in. And Jeff is more lurker than focus, and has been for a long time - for good reasons which I do not hold against him.
As Zoot says, this place is likeable - but it's not compelling for me any more. I notice when it disappears in a DDoS, and am glad when it comes back, of course. And I too have made friends IRL through here that could not possibly have happened if here hadn't been here. And maybe I will again - part of what keeps me coming back, even if only for a few minutes a day, is the buzz of finding something new; a post about something that I'd never have encountered otherwise, a question I can answer with authority that helps someone out, a picture I cannot unsee.
Do I wish for the old days back? In a rose-tinted way, yes, I want it to be the 2002-2005 era again. Do I want YY to close, because it's not what it was? Not at all. Do I wish there was more signal and less noise? Yes. Do I know what that 'signal' should be, or how it might come to be generated? No, not a clue.
I keep coming back. It's more habit than compulsion now, but it's a strong habit. I'll keep coming back until the day comes when there is truly nothing here that resonates with me any more. We're not there yet, and I hope we'll never get there. But this is evolution at work, and nothing stays the same, and that is probably a good thing.